This is were I began to find a real love. If Jesus Christ was real then someone has aways loved you deeply. Look into the Bible that show a great definition of love. They are all fruit, all very different and all taste good.įorgive my many words but I hope it will encourage you. I have never seen any fruits change to fit in my nans fruit bowl, the Apples, Pears, Grapes, oranges and bannanas. Fitting in is simply being prepared to be around those that are different you don't need to change to fit in. Life will never be simple but being able to see real love around you, will help you to feel more confident and happier about your life.Īnd about school. Real love is unseen, because it is there somemuch that you become to used to seeing it that you don't really notice it anymore. Real love is not flattering words it is something that is always there for you no matter what. Love makes us feel secure with ourselves and with others. she was a few years younger than me, trying to find herself. She would see that I was more bone than muscle, couldn't do anything the way she could, therefor useless, she loved me emotional but she didn't love me all heart. But it was something I had been always found with her, dispite all the good things I did like trying to be there, using the little I had to do the best I could to show how I felt. Then she suddenly wanted to restart her life, and I was not going to be part of it. Things began to settle down her dad was given the all clear and she seemed to be coping well with the rape issue we were working it through each day.
I was that lost about 2 years ago, the girl I deeply loved said she wanted out! I had stuck by her through her family problems, through her move to University which was a big thing, Then she was raped and her dad had a major cancer scare. I have just Stumbled onto this site and have been moved by your deep cry for help! My name is Matthew Bunkall 25 from Haverhill, England. So, when I'm taken out of that comfort zone, and put back somewhere where I don't belong-or somewhere that has been taken over by false advertising-I feel this horrible sense of self-hatred, severe depression, and SO SO SO lost. I am so horribly depressed, and I feel like there's nothing here for me other than one exception-the boy whom I am in love with and loves me. When I see someone (especially someone that I used to be close with) doing something that reminds me of myself.I feel HURT and as if the one thing I have has been taken away from me. I have my own way of dressing, my own way of thinking about things, and my own way of being who I am. I feel like a lot of people here are stealing my identity from me.
I see the people that have been my friends in the past.and I don't really miss being friends with them.but I feel rather that I'm missing out on what they're doing, whether I want to do it too or not. I feel like I'm the only one that doesn't belong in one of those groups.
I walk through the halls feeling more alone than I've ever felt in my life, looking at people conversing with their friends in their little groups. I hate everything here as well as everyone here. » FebruBeing Here.It Hurtsīeing at school is such a hard thing to get through every day now.
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